WHERE the ef have i been......

So i havent been on my blog in YEARS... ok not that long but still, im disgusted that this is the second time in a row that i have to apologise to my blog.. Ashbashlikesmash, i sincerely apologise for not blogging. I will more promise :)....


Ok so new things in my life:

• I dont know if i like bookkeeping, its boring.
• BUT i guess its a qualification.
• Im doing singing lessons now...

You might not know that singing is like my PASSION. You know that feeling you get when you might be feeling soooo shit or down or angry and that one thing just takes you to a different place, singing does that for me. It makes me so happy. SO happy...

Another thing... MY GOSH... I have never had this happen to me in my life before.. and everyone knows how im ANTI relationships and love and blah blah all that shit. I went somewhere sometime ago, and i saw someone (it sounds so mysterious), and i couldnt keep my eyes off that person, and i noticed that he couldnt keep his eyes off me. Not like a i want your sex type of look, like something deeper than that. Ive never had someone look so deeply into my eyes before, like he could see through me, NOW i cant stop thinking about him. I cant get him out my head, he needs to go away cause i dont like this feeling. I dont like feeling for any male whatsoever.. So here is my mental note to u dreamboy.. shhhhewww away.. please.. Leave my thoughts. And its not like hes ever going to read this. There are so many reasons why i shouldnt be thinking about him, trust me its complicated. Or know exactly what i was thinking at that time or now. But what better way to get it out then to do it on here. And by writing it, i love writing. :) ....

Ok so my new tattoo.. It says Live.Love.Laugh. after Don died, i realised that life is so short, and that in life those three little words are soooo important. So it inspired me to get the tattoo. It pretty :)

What else, hmmmm... Im happy.. Really happy... I do want to change a few things in my life, that im getting around to doing. But that will take time. Atleast they are happening. So for now, im happy. I love my life and everyone in it. I wouldnt change the amazing people for anything. Every single one of them inspire me in some way. Each and everyone of them are special in some way.

Oh well, i better get back to work now. :)