Ive done it AGAIN.

So its been a month and a half since i wrote again, WOW... This is the third time in a row that im apologising to my blog :( Whoopsie...

That gave me an idea about time. Time goes no where. I mean think about it, all those things that you'll say you're going to do and you dont end up doing it cos time just went so quickly and other things came up. Time is a big bitch these days. It can be a good thing too.

That guy i loved more than i ever loved any other guy in Aus, took me so much TIME to get over him. And ya if i had to see him again i probably would fall for him so easily again, but for now im strong. Id rather not see him. Its better that way.

Time, im 20 and ive seen my dad about ten times in my whole life. Time is going so quickly. I dont even know him. I dont know what his favourite colour or band or even what food he likes. I know the basic facts. Thats it, nothing more. Its sad. But i suppose thats life.

Time, ive been working with my boss for almost 2 years, where has it all gone, and i STILL havent done something about it, i definitely need to find a new job, at 20 a job shouldnt be so emotionally draining!!!!

Time, ive lost some friends over the years, maybe some were a good thing, others have just drifted with time. Some i miss more than ever. But just in the same amount of time, ive met the most amazing people.

TIME is a big issue in my life today. I need to blady well prioritise a bit more, manage my time better, get up earlier in the mornings, go for a swim or something. (Which i have started but at 6pm hehe aiming for 6am)

Time also scares me. Im getting older, so are my parents, I dont want my mom to get old. I need her in my life, i want her there more than any other person.

Dont you wish sometimes you could just freeze a moment, a moment where you laughed so much your tummy hurt, or where a complete stranger made you feel amazing, or a family moment that made your heart all warm and fuzzy. Just a moment, somewhere somehow frozen to enjoy.

Now obviously we cant do that, thats why i want save every single moment in my life. Good or bad, its a memory that i will never get back cause as soon as that time goes on thats it. Its gone...

Be thankful for the time you have, use it wisely, be happy... Live, Love and Laugh. Its the way to go :)