My cousin died last year... Septemeber 24th... It killed me! I cant even explain to anyone what it felt like, that feeling of something so important being a ripped away from you and so many other people in less than a minute.. Not one day goes by where i dont think of him, or what if... He is like a brother to me, and i dont know how im going to ever get over this. I cant and i dont know how too...
I miss you Don... And if i could just hug you and tell u i love you one last time, it wouldnt even be enough... You were taken far to early, and its so hard to think about it... That phone call, exactly 3 hours before talking to you, plays over and over and over again in my head... I got to hear ur voice for the last time that day, im grateful for that... But at the same time, i wish i had a replay and a pause button...
If i could i would bring you back today... in a heartbeat. You are such a precious person, and i cant even explain to you how important you to so many people!!!!!!
I love you don...
Ash :)
Oh my Shlee,
ReplyDeleteI know how much you miss him. He was such a beautiful boy, and I know you were so close. I can promise you one thing, while it will never get easier without Don, with time you will be able to think of him without this desperate ache in your heart.
Even though you might not be able to see him right now, tell him how much you love him. Talk to him when you need to - he can hear you, I promise you that.
Love you my blister xoxo